human experience

  • As you wish..

    Perhaps the cruelest thing God ever did was remember everything. Imagine eternity with no locked doors. No unanswered questions. No accidents. No wrong turns. No lovers who leave before morning. No death waiting somewhere beyond the candlelight. No possibility that the thing standing in the shadows might actually hurt you. You know everything. You are…

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  • Somewhere today someone is celebrating a birthday, but I truly wonder if they are celebrating the way they should. There it is again. The writer’s block. A great big stubborn wall parked right in the middle of my afternoon like it paid rent to be there. I stared at the blinking cursor hoping it would…

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  • There was no beginning. At least not the kind humans understand. No clocks.No calendars.No birthdays.No deadlines.No Mondays. Just endless awareness stretching in every direction like an ocean without a shoreline. And somewhere in that infinite place sat a soul preparing for departure. A nervous little spark of consciousness holding what could only be described as…

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  • “I wish I could tell you she was a hippie.” The Mind sighed and stretched itself across the corners of consciousness where it spent most of its time organizing thoughts into neat little piles. “But she wasn’t.” The Ego laughed. “Thank God for that. She would have been unbearable.” The Spirit smiled quietly from somewhere…

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  • What you do with your body every day is a message to your mind about who you are. Not your affirmations. Not your Pinterest board. Not your “new month new me” speech typed out at 2:14 a.m. while eating shredded cheese over the sink like a rat with unresolved trauma. Your body knows the truth…

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  • There are bad days…And then there are the days where your brain wakes up, cracks its knuckles, and says,“Alright… today we spiral.” You know the ones. You spill your coffee, your hair won’t cooperate, and suddenly your mind goes,“Hey… remember… your name makes someone out there absolutely lose their shit.” And instead of feeling powerful,…

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  • People who had access to you never really understood how unavailable you were to the rest of the world… until they became the rest of the world. That version of you… it felt easy, didn’t it? Before all of this. Before the awareness.Before the language.Before you started dissecting your own existence like it was something…

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  • The Unmasked Becoming

    There comes a moment when the mirror stops asking questions…and starts demanding answers. Not the kind you rehearsed.Not the kind shaped by approval, softened for comfort, or filtered through who they needed you to be. The real ones.The ones that shake something loose in your chest when you say them out loud. Show them who…

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  • Dancing With the Edge

    There’s a moment…right before everything sharpens. Your breath changes first.Shorter. Faster.Like your body already knows you’ve stepped somewhere you don’t belong for long. Your heart doesn’t beat normal anymore.It pounds. Loud enough you can hear it in your ears.Loud enough to drown out everything except the now. That’s the edge. Not a metaphor.A feeling. The…

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  • You didn’t land here the way you think you did. You arrived. Quietly. Completely. With no memory of the place you came from and no map for where you’re going next. That’s part of the design. You stepped into a body like stepping into a suit. Not permanent. Not owned. Just worn long enough to…

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