self-awareness
-
There are bad days…And then there are the days where your brain wakes up, cracks its knuckles, and says,“Alright… today we spiral.” You know the ones. You spill your coffee, your hair won’t cooperate, and suddenly your mind goes,“Hey… remember… your name makes someone out there absolutely lose their shit.” And instead of feeling powerful,…
-
People who had access to you never really understood how unavailable you were to the rest of the world… until they became the rest of the world. That version of you… it felt easy, didn’t it? Before all of this. Before the awareness.Before the language.Before you started dissecting your own existence like it was something…
-
There comes a point where the noise stops working on you. Not because it got quieter…but because you finally realized it was never in control to begin with. Forget the conspiracy theories. Forget the hidden hands, the secret rooms, the whispered narratives meant to pull your attention outward. That’s the distraction. That’s the illusion of…
-
There’s a strange thing about people who can’t move on. They don’t leave.Not physically. Not energetically. Not mentally. They just… reposition themselves. They stand outside windows that don’t belong to them anymore, convincing themselves they still recognize the furniture inside. They narrate lives they are no longer part of.They build entire stories off fragments they…
-
There’s a seat that not everyone earns.Front row. Close enough to see the sweat, the cracks, the tremble in someone’s voice when the act starts slipping. You’re sitting there. Not participating. Not reacting. Not jumping on stage to “save” anything that was never yours to fix. Just watching. And on that stage… chaos dressed up…
-
There’s a moment no one prepares you for. Not the climb.Not the fall.Not the fight. The moment after. The moment when everything you said you wanted… actually shows up. And it doesn’t knock. It just stands there.In your living room.Breathing the same air as you. You thought it would feel louder than this.You thought there…
