poetry

  • The Guardian of Balance

    They speak about you as if they know your name. As if the syllables of your being roll easily off their tongue, carrying a weight they have never earned the right to hold. They act as if they know what you carry—that you are both light and dark, both good and evil, both healer and…

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  • You can’t go forward, and you can’t go back. That’s the strange weight of it. You end up stuck somewhere in between—suspended in a time that doesn’t make sense. Out of sorts. Searching for a way out, but not out. Searching for a way in, but not in. Wanting to be anywhere other than here—and…

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  • Reach for Me

    They will whisper about the nights they long to remember—nights lit with laughter, reckless desire, and the illusion of freedom. They will call those their best times, yet their stories are only masks to hide the truth: nothing good ever came from what they abandoned. They cling to shadows of the past to make the…

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  • You came here in search of an answer.Not the answer, mind you—just one that might scratch that itch you can’t stop picking at. The question has been nesting in your head for years, a restless bird with claws for feet. And yet, from where you stand, you’ll never understand it. If I told you the…

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  • Ode to the Narcissists

    You never loved me. You just wanted to own me. You didn’t fall in love with me.You fell in love with your reflection in my eyes.I was the canvas, you were the brush—but the painting was always your own face.You whispered sonnets soaked in sugar,but every word was a leash.You didn’t want a partner.You wanted…

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  • They said silence was golden, but they never mentioned how heavy it could get. The face on the wall is not screaming. Not quite. It’s the kind of expression that happens just after the scream stops. When the echo folds itself into your ribs, and the birds begin to fly out of your mouth because…

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  • Walking among shadows

    There is a certain kind of ache in walking awake among the sleepwalkers. You feel it in your bones before you ever speak a word—that pull between knowing and pretending.You remember what it felt like to wear the mask.To shrink your voice down into something digestible.To smile when the room was cold, just to keep…

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  • My Light is my own.

    There you are—stranded in the middle of somewhere entirely new. Not lost. Just… placed. Set down in unfamiliar peace, scanning for the people, the places, the things that don’t rattle your nervous system. You’re not looking to be saved. You’re not interested in explaining yourself anymore. You’ve done the soul work. You’re not here to…

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  • Reditio Aeternum

    The first entry in the journal begins. Enter the main-character era. From where I stand, it looks like watching winter tip into spring. A solitary figure steps over an unseen threshold, leaving behind the weight of old roles and unspoken suffering like a second skin. There’s no ceremony, no trumpet sound—yet everything changes the moment…

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  • Ex Igne Renascor

    You wake before dawn, throat raw from dreams that tasted like smoke and applause, half-guilty you enjoyed the flames. The sky is still drunk on stars when the crows start circling the backyard—sentinels that never bought the lie that ‘no one’s watching.’ You step outside barefoot, damp grass shocking your nervous system awake, and you…

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