cosmic awareness

  • (It was February of ’93 when I caught White Zombie at Saratoga Winners, long before anyone knew their name. The mosh pit cracked open, and somehow there I was—penny loafers and all—throwing myself into it like I belonged there. I broke my toe that night, but it felt worth it. Then came “More Human Than…

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  • It didn’t happen with thunder or revelation.It happened in the space after the word was spoken—in the stillness where nothing should have moved,but something did. The universe didn’t echo you.It answered.Not in language, but in recognition—like a veil thinning, like an intelligence that had been awake far longer than you had been speaking. Nothing was…

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  • Nothing— Not the kind that means absence, but the kind that trembles with everything that has not yet chosen a shape. A silence so full it feels like the inhale before a universe decides whether or not it wants to be born. I wait for the thought to arrive, but the waiting feels strange now.…

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